Only by your power can we push back our enemies; only in your name can we trample our foes. I do not trust in my bow; I do not count on my sword to save me. [Psalm 44.5-6]
Psalm 44 is a tough one. As much as we would like to make a poster for the wall with the passage above on it, we must first consider the entire context of Psalm 44 to get the full impact of it.
Ready?
What follows the passage above, starting in verse 9 and going through verse 16 sets an uncomfortable stage for what is coming afterwards:
But now you have tossed us aside in dishonor. You no longer lead our armies to battle. You make us retreat from our enemies and allow those who hate us to plunder our land. You have butchered us like sheep and scattered us among the nations. You sold your precious people for a pittance, making nothing on the sale. You let our neighbors mock us. We are an object of scorn and derision to those around us. You have made us the butt of their jokes; they shake their heads at us in scorn. We can’t escape the constant humiliation; shame is written across our faces. All we hear are the taunts of our mockers. All we see are our vengeful enemies. [Psalm 44.9-16]
And what comes after Psalm 44.9-16?
All this has happened though we have not forgotten you. We have not violated your covenant. Our hearts have not deserted you. We have not strayed from your path. Yet you have crushed us in the jackal’s desert home. You have covered us with darkness and death. If we had forgotten the name of our God or spread our hands in prayer to foreign gods, God would surely have known it, for he knows the secrets of every heart. But for your sake we are killed every day; we are being slaughtered like sheep. [Psalm 44.17-22]
How can this be reconciled? The Bible clearly teaches that blessings will chase those who obey God. It also teaches that curses will chase those who disobey God (see Deuteronomy 28).
The last part of Psalm 44 gives little comfort...
Wake up, O Lord! Why do you sleep? Get up! Do not reject us forever. Why do you look the other way? Why do you ignore our suffering and oppression? We collapse in the dust, lying face down in the dirt. Rise up! Help us! Ransom us because of your unfailing love. [Psalm 44.23-26]
Psalm 44 should be seen as a momentous Psalm of true heart commitment. Think of Daniel at this point. Think of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego at this point. They were arrested and put in deadly situations even though they had done absolutely nothing wrong in God's eyes. And yet, there was the time between their righteous living and their undeserved punishment (persecution) where they could easily and appropriately cry out the words of Psalm 44.
The presence of mind necessary to quote Psalm 44 in the midst of undeserved trials is other-worldly. Nominal Christians will never understand it. Anyone who idolizes life will never understand it. Anyone who is not one hundred percent committed to God will never understand it. Anyone who has not given up everything, taken up their cross, and followed Jesus will never understand it. And yet... the apostle Paul, in his letter to the Roman Church actually quoted from Psalm 44:
Can anything ever separate us from Christ’s love? Does it mean he no longer loves us if we have trouble or calamity, or are persecuted, or hungry, or destitute, or in danger, or threatened with death? (As the Scriptures say, “For your sake we are killed every day; we are being slaughtered like sheep.”) No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loved us. And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord. [Romans 8.35-39]
And this brings us back to the subject passage above from Psalm 44.5-6...
Only by your power can we push back our enemies; only in your name can we trample our foes. I do not trust in my bow; I do not count on my sword to save me. [Psalm 44.5-6]
We all understand the "neither death..." part of Paul's words in Romans 8, but do we understand the "nor life..." part of it? Are we as willing to disallow life from separating us from God's love as much as we are willing to disallow death from it? Before answering this question, should we not consider the degree to which we strive to "live" in spite of God's promise to care for us only in His name without the aid of our own devices (our bow and sword)? We should.
It is here where we see our "bow and sword" idol industries of finance, insurance, medicine and technology manifest. We REALLY don't believe Psalm 44.5-6! When faced with lack, disaster, sickness or discomfort, we quickly (and whorishly, in God's eyes) turn to the idols mentioned herein negating any possibility of us quoting Psalm 44 with any integrity of commitment. And worse, we look just like the world having completely missed the opportunity to give witness to a Daniel-in-the-lion's-den moment. We miss a fiery-furnace opportunity like the three Hebrews to refuse to bow regardless the outcome.
Yes, the reason we don't see the miraculous today is because we don't "need" to (or, so we think). Who needs God when we have debt, insurance medicine and technology to keep us alive and thriving? These man-made solutions for "living" - staying alive - (our bow and sword) render us independent of God - whether we admit it or not.
Let's look at what Jesus demanded:
If any of you wants to be my follower, you must give up your own way, take up your cross, and follow me. [Matthew 16.24 (also, Mark 8.34 & Luke 9.23)]
If giving up "your own way" is not clear enough, taking up "your cross" makes it crystal clear that not even death (our cross) is a deterrent to following Jesus. Aaaaaaand that is where most people draw their line. After all, doesn't it say somewhere in the Bible that God helps those who help themselves??? In a word, "No."
Is our commitment to God only good as long as it does not hurt? It's a good thing Jesus did not have that attitude.
The Bible reveals God's desire to bless His people. This is indisputable.
The eyes of the LORD search the whole earth in order to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him. [2 Chronicles 16.9]
How far are we willing to go to fully commit to Him?
Father, for as many times as I have struggled with Psalm 44, today, I feel like I get it (at least to some degree). May Your power manifest in me - whether it is the power to live or the power to die. May my life glorify You and ONLY You. So be it.