What Are We Paying For? II

Your silver and gold will not save you on that day of the LORD’s anger. For the whole land will be  devoured by the fire of his jealousy. He will make a terrifying end of all the people on earth. [Zephaniah 1.18] 

Two years ago, I wrote the article What Are We Paying For? It is an unfiltered and powerful (albeit unpopular) look at idolatry and what it actually looks like today.

Today however, I wish to explore Zephaniah 1.18 just a little deeper. To do so, we should first consider another passage included in today's One Year Chronological Bible reading:

“What good is an idol carved by man, or a cast image that deceives you? How foolish to trust in your own creation—a god that can’t even talk! [Habakkuk 2.18]

Most people comfort themselves that they are not worshiping idols today simply because they don't have little dolls or large statues to whom they bow down in worship. But the little dolls or large statues are NOT the problem - they never were. The problem lies with who made the little dolls or large statues! Habakkuk rightly pointed this out: your own creation. This warrants a review of God's commandment about idolatry:

“You must not make for yourself an idol of any kind or an image of anything in the heavens or on the earth or in the sea. You must not bow down to them or worship them, for I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God who will not tolerate your affection for any other gods. I lay the sins of the parents upon their children; the entire family is affected—even children in the third and fourth generations of those who reject me. But I lavish unfailing love for a thousand generations on those who love me and obey my commands. [Exodus 20.4-6]

The key phrase most people ignore in God's 2nd Commandment is the phrase make for yourself. The sin of idolatry is not the manufactured object of idolatry (the idol itself), but instead the motivation behind the manufacture of the idol: to make for ourselves something to mitigate vulnerability and fear in ourselves or the world around us.

The best way to digest what is said in the previous paragraph is to go straight to God's Word. There we will see exactly how idols work. We need only to look back in the Garden of Eden:

The woman was convinced. She saw that the tree was beautiful and its fruit looked delicious, and she wanted the wisdom it would give her. So she took some of the fruit and ate it. Then she gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it, too. At that moment their eyes were opened, and they suddenly felt shame at their nakedness. So they sewed fig leaves together to cover themselves. [Genesis 3.6-7]

Instead of "going to God" in repentance, Adam and Eve made for themselves a covering of fig leaves in attempt to mitigate their vulnerability and fear. What follows next is nothing short of profound. In His jealousy, God rejected Adam and Eve's pathetic solution and provided a solution of His own design: and in that solution we find an early prophecy of Jesus Christ:

And the LORD God made clothing from animal skins for Adam and his wife. [Genesis 3.21]

Blood was shed by animals symbolic of the blood of Jesus Christ that would be shed to mitigate the vulnerability and fear Adam and Eve had brought upon themselves and all mankind through disobedience.

What about man's worship of the sun, moon, and stars (and the likes)? Man did not make those, right? Right! But what man did do was make for himself the decision to worship those instead of God. So, you see, make for himself, whether idol or decision, is consistent in that God is excluded as God ALONE (man's source for everything). The motivation for both is independence of God (to any degree: partial or complete).

So, it's one thing for man to worship something (through his trust) that costs him nothing (the sun, moon, stars, etc.) but another altogether to pay (silver and gold: money) to do so! If it makes God jealous for us to worship that which is found freely in nature, how much more jealous does it make Him when we pay to worship? The Bible warns against both spiritual adultery and spiritual prostitution (see Hosea in the Bible)! And, here is where, again, Zephaniah brings reality:

Your silver and gold will not save you on that day of the LORD’s anger. For the whole land will be  devoured by the fire of his jealousy. He will make a terrifying end of all the people on earth. [Zephaniah 1.18] 

What does man trust (depend on) today that he pays for? The industries of finance, insurance, medicine and technology are very much man's "fig leaves" today.

To be clear: Not waiting for God's provision by repeatedly paying interest payments is the idolatry of finance. Not waiting for God's protection by repeatedly paying insurance premiums is the idolatry of insurance. Not waiting for God's health by repeatedly paying for prescriptions to stay alive is the idolatry of medicine. Not waiting for God's solutions by repeatedly paying for tools designed to wear out prematurely is the idolatry of technology.

Just to stir the pot a little deeper... The institutional church as a business (industry) might just as easily fit the description of something man made for himself that costs him money. We have to consider everything, right?

The very thought of giving up the industries of finance, insurance, medicine and technology that man made for himself - let alone, the thought of giving up institutionalized "church" as a business - is ludicrous! Right?

For all that the man-made industries of finance, insurance, medicine and technology promise to provide, Jesus simply said this:

Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need. [Matthew 6.33]

And, as we consider the idea of trusting Jesus alone (God's mitigation for the curses of sin upon the world), should we not understand what He demands?

If any of you wants to be my follower, you must give up your own way, take up your cross, and follow me. [Matthew 16.24 (also, Mark 8.34 & Luke 9.23)]

If it makes God jealous for man to make for himself industries (that, by the way, he has to pay for), how much more jealous does it make God for man to do so rejecting His Son? 

Your silver and gold will not save you on that day of the LORD’s anger. For the whole land will be  devoured by the fire of his jealousy. He will make a terrifying end of all the people on earth. [Zephaniah 1.18]

If giving up our man-made idol industries of finance, insurance, medicine and technology (and possibly even institutional "church" as we know it) seems impossible, then and only then, might we begin to calculate the price Jesus paid with His own blood to make it possible.

“For this is how God loved the world: He gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life. [John 3.16]

In total consistency with God, Jesus calls us to complete dependence upon Him, free from the encumbrance of idols. Sadly, our money repeatedly spent on man-made solutions out of vulnerability and fear points straight to our idols.

Father, Your Word is overwhelmingly biased against idolatry. Help us to see that if we truly trusted in You ALONE, as Your 1st Commandment demands, not a single idol would even appeal to us. Help us to see Jesus as Your mitigation for ALL our vulnerabilities and fears. Help us give up our own way of making for ourselves solutions for these vulnerabilities and fears, completely and thoroughly fearless even to the point of death, and follow Jesus. So be it.

Shrine Prostitutes And God's People Today

He also tore down the living quarters of the male and female shrine prostitutes that were inside the Temple of the LORD, where the women wove coverings for the Asherah pole. [2 Kings 23.7] 

I can imagine there is much more to this story than meets the eye.

We should explore the implications of 2 Kings 23.7 because, only when we do will we understand just how relevant it is to our current circumstances today.

The "state of the union" Josiah set out to reform was one of wanton idolatry. The problem, as seen above, was not that God's people had abandoned God altogether, but had, instead, included idolatry with their worship of God.

As appalling as the paragraph above is, God's people today should not be so quick to judge...

Idolatry is trusting anything other than, or in addition to God. As the Bible goes, this problem is THE problem of God's people that is repeatedly addressed throughout their history. In the case of 2 Kings 23.7, man's idolatry involved sex (big surprise, right?). Be that as it may however, the story is not about the sex, but about the brazen act of bringing that particular idol-practice (in this case, sex AND weaving coverings for the Asherah pole) into God's Temple. The prostitutes were literally living in the Temple!

Now we are getting somewhere.

In God's eyes, spiritual prostitution (idolatry) is the same whether it involves sex or not. When Israel depended on ally nations, God saw it as spiritual prostitution. When Israel called on Baal, God saw it as spiritual prostitution. In fact, anything or anyone Israel went to, trusted in, or called upon instead of, or simply in addition to God, was viewed by God as an idol. What we MUST understand is that God STILL views it that way.

“I am the LORD your God, who rescued you from the land of Egypt, the place of your slavery. “You must not have any other god but me. “You must not make for yourself an idol of any kind or an image of anything in the heavens or on the earth or in the sea. You must not bow down to them or worship them, for I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God who will not tolerate your affection for any other gods. I lay the sins of the parents upon their children; the entire family is affected—even children in the third and fourth generations of those who reject me. But I lavish unfailing love for a thousand generations on those who love me and obey my commands. “You must not misuse the name of the LORD your God. The LORD will not let you go unpunished if you misuse his name. [Exodus 20.2-7]

It should be noted here that in the context of today's One Year Chronological Bible reading we find Nahum's words:

The LORD is a jealous God... [Nahum 1.2] 

What have God's people "brought into the Temple" today? What have God's people included in and with their worship of God invoking His jealousy? It will come as no surprise that this author will quickly reply: finance, insurance, medicine and technology. These are all idols by virtue of man's trust in them instead of, or in addition to God. The fact that these idol industries ALL employ "sex" to varying degrees in their advertisements only further makes 2 Kings 23.7 highly relevant to us today!

As uncomfortable as it makes us, Jesus' words should always be taken literal:

Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need. [Matthew 6.33]

Every need of man, including those allegedly met by finance, insurance, medicine and technology, are NOT the concern of a true Kingdom-Seeker as they are all provided exclusively by the King of the Kingdom.

Furthermore, Jesus more clearly indicated that for His followers to 'care for themselves' (understandably the way of man) is something that MUST be given up (even to the point of death):

If any of you wants to be my follower, you must give up your own way, take up your cross, and follow me. [Matthew 16.24 (also, Mark 8.34 & Luke 9.23)]

Any religious interpretation of Jesus' words that is less than literal is the same religious spirit found in those who hated and crucified Jesus.

Until we understand that even our simplest, most justifiable (in our eyes) idols are no different than the shrine prostitutes of 2 Kings 23.7, we effectively look upon Jesus as did the hyper-religious spiritual leaders who cried out for His crucifixion (thinking they knew more than God).

Father, may our eyes be opened to the spiritual adultery we justify every day as part of our "trust" in You. May we be found repentant - giving up our own way, taking up our cross, and following Jesus. So be it. 

No, That's Not The Road We Want!

This is what the LORD says: “Stop at the crossroads and look around. Ask for the old, godly way, and walk in it. Travel its path, and you will find rest for your souls.[Jeremiah 6.16] 

Eleven years ago today, I wrote the article Rest For Your Soul. As simple as the message of that article in 2015 was then, it rings even more true today in 2026.

In my journey through the Word of God year upon year, I have become quite vocal about the subject of idolatry found throughout the Bible as it contrasts simple undivided trust in God alone. In fact, Jeremiah addresses this over and over in stern language. I have become emboldened by the Word to begin to decry man's industries of finance, insurance, medicine and technology. Of late, I have also seen how the institutionalized church has played a role not only in facilitating this idolatry among God's people, but even in promoting it (and certainly not speaking out against it).

So, what do we do?

This is what the LORD says: “Stop at the crossroads and look around. Ask for the old, godly way, and walk in it. Travel its path, and you will find rest for your souls. [Jeremiah 6.16] 

God's people today have become just as embroiled in the self-centered endless pursuit of "more" as is the godless world. All the while, an old godly way with timeless relevance is clearly revealed in the Bible. This old godly way is the simple way of trusting God ALONE as opposed to trusting in man's way (himself) and his plethora of man-made idols for life's "essentials." 

Not ironically, man's estimation of "essentials" is molded by the clever advertisements of the idols of finance, insurance, medicine and technology. The institutional church as we know it has succumbed to the effective advertising of these idol industries and sadly, most even promote it. This occurs without a moment's recognition that these idols' advertisements not only invite people to trust in them (as opposed to trusting only in God), but do so with increasingly less subtle, and even glaring depictions of godless hedonistic and perverted lifestyles. But as long as the church is growing, God is in it, right? WRONG!

There are more every day, like myself, who are questioning the current chaos we call "life." They are beginning to see and question the real motivation behind the industries of finance, insurance, medicine and technology. Ultimately, they are asking, "What do we do?"

This is what the LORD says: “Stop at the crossroads and look around. Ask for the old, godly way, and walk in it. Travel its path, and you will find rest for your souls. [Jeremiah 6.16] 

Jesus said it like this:

If any of you wants to be my follower, you must give up your own way, take up your cross, and follow me. [Matthew 16.24 (also, Mark 8.34 & Luke 9.23)]

In fact, Jesus' words above effectively sum up all of the Ten Commandments: 

“I am the LORD your God, who rescued you from the land of Egypt, the place of your slavery. “You must not have any other god but me. “You must not make for yourself an idol of any kind or an image of anything in the heavens or on the earth or in the sea. You must not bow down to them or worship them, for I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God who will not tolerate your affection for any other gods. I lay the sins of the parents upon their children; the entire family is affected—even children in the third and fourth generations of those who reject me. But I lavish unfailing love for a thousand generations on those who love me and obey my commands. “You must not misuse the name of the LORD your God. The LORD will not let you go unpunished if you misuse his name. “Remember to observe the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. You have six days each week for your ordinary work, but the seventh day is a Sabbath day of rest dedicated to the LORD your God. On that day no one in your household may do any work. This includes you, your sons and daughters, your male and female servants, your livestock, and any foreigners living among you. For in six days the LORD made the heavens, the earth, the sea, and everything in them; but on the seventh day he rested. That is why the LORD blessed the Sabbath day and set it apart as holy. “Honor your father and mother. Then you will live a long, full life in the land the LORD your God is giving you. “You must not murder. “You must not commit adultery. “You must not steal. “You must not testify falsely against your neighbor. “You must not covet your neighbor’s house. You must not covet your neighbor’s wife, male or female servant, ox or donkey, or anything else that belongs to your neighbor.” [Exodus 20.2-17]

All ten of these old godly way commandments are fulfilled in Jesus Christ. However! Not a one of them is fulfilled for us unless we believe in Jesus. 

Jesus (Who existed before Creation) IS the old godly way.

This is what the LORD says: “Stop at the crossroads and look around. Ask for the old, godly way, and walk in it. Travel its path, and you will find rest for your souls. [Jeremiah 6.16] 

Jesus, the old godly way, requires our full investment in Him. 

“I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one can come to the Father except through me. [John 14.6]

We are to give up our own way, take up our cross, and follow Him. We are allowed no baggage. The way of the world - man's way - is idolatry and we are given no exception to trust in a single idol. Although misunderstood through the ages and certainly so today in the age of highly advanced and covert idolatry, Jesus' words have simple but profound meaning:

Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need. [Matthew 6.33]

The world's idols and all who are controlled by them (including the institutional church) make all manner of exceptions to Jesus' red-letter demands above going so far as to deceive themselves that "God understands..." their non-compliance. The "crowds" don't get it. And, for this reason, Jesus gave the hauntingly true look at the condition of mankind today:

“You can enter God’s Kingdom only through the narrow gate. The highway to hell is broad, and its gate is wide for the many who choose that way. But the gateway to life is very narrow and the road is difficult, and only a few ever find it. [Matthew 7.13-14]

So, again, what do we do?

I am afraid many have already decided what to do and, their decision is revealed in the full version of Jeremiah 6.16:

This is what the LORD says: “Stop at the crossroads and look around. Ask for the old, godly way, and walk in it. Travel its path, and you will find rest for your souls. But you reply, ‘No, that’s not the road we want!’ [Jeremiah 6.16] 

Father in heaven, You must be highly grieved by our excuses and self-justifications which are nothing more than us replying, ‘No, that’s not the road we want!’  May Your people return to Your Word with a passion that yields their giving up their own way, taking up their cross, and following Jesus. May Your people reciprocate a jealousy to trust You alone that matches Your jealousy to be trusted alone. So be it.

Where Is God's Power Today?

“O Israel,” says the LORD, “if you wanted to return to me, you could. You could throw away your  detestable idols and stray away no more. Then when you swear by my name, saying, ‘As surely as the LORD lives,’ you could do so with truth, justice, and righteousness. Then you would be a blessing to the nations of the world, and all people would come and praise my name.” [Jeremiah 4.1-2] 

All of today's One Year Chronological Bible reading is about the idolatry of God's people then, in Jeremiah's time, and has application for God's people today.

One question that should haunt God's people is: "Where is God's power today?" Any comparison of the power of God seen today to the ancient Biblical accounts of His power should cause great alarm among the those who claim to be God's people today.

Christian libraries today would be effectively empty if it weren't for desperate attempts of ignorant (deceived? stubborn?) people trying to defend their baseless beliefs in answer to the question, "Where is God's power today?" There are countless writings that argue that God's power is very much present today, but that those blessings "...do not look the same as they did in the Bible." And, in contrast, there are countless writings that, while they believe that God's power looks the same today as in ancient times, argue that all God's people need is "...more faith" for those blessings, but, year after year, God's powerful manifestation (as recorded in the Bible) remains an unreachable "carrot on a stick."

All the while, the "miracles-have-passed" and "miracles-are-for-today" proponents both completely ignore the Bible in its clear implications that the result of powerlessness is due to the cause of idolatry. Both sides see idols only in their ancient "form" refusing to translate their existence forward into their modern deadly reality. 

The grave mistake the Church consistently makes today is to ignore the fact that idols are man-made. "God's people" absolutely check their brains at the door regarding the modern man-made industries of finance, insurance, medicine and technology. God's people consequently, blindly, but eagerly, pay precious homage to all these industries in compound interest, premiums, prescriptions, and planned obsolescence, and then wonder why God's power does not manifest.

Jeremiah says, "you would be a blessing to the nations of the world, and all people would come and praise my name" if God's people would "throw away your detestable idols and stray away no more."

God's truth, justice and righteousness, the trifecta of His power, will have nothing to do with idols. For all the clever human knowledge and wisdom behind the man-made industries of finance, insurance, medicine and technology, by Biblical definition, they are wrong - they are idols. It is right on the other hand for God's people to directly trust ONLY God for the miracles of wealth, protection, health and conveniences.

“My people are foolish and do not know me,” says the LORD. “They are stupid children who have no understanding. They are clever enough at doing wrong, but they have no idea how to do right!” [Jeremiah 4.22]

Further on in Jeremiah, God says:

“And when your people ask, ‘Why did the LORD our God do all this to us?’ you must reply, ‘You rejected him and gave yourselves to foreign gods in your own land. [Jeremiah 5.19] 

Bad things don't happen to good people. Bad things happen to people who do not trust the LORD. Bad things happen to people who refuse to discard the idols they trust and continue to stray away from God's truth, justice and righteousness (without which, there is no power).

Just to be perfectly clear... "life" as we know it is not the embodiment of God's power. This temporal "life" as we know it is where God's people are deceived every day. No child of God who has followed Jesus Christ has any "business" (think, industries of man) preserving his or her own "life." Jesus said two things to support this:

Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need. [Matthew 6.33]

and,

If any of you wants to be my follower, you must give up your own way, take up your cross, and follow me. [Matthew 16.24 (also, Mark 8.34 & Luke 9.23)]

Physical death is not a "bad thing" (as previously mentioned) for a child of God. In fact, embracing physical death in complete obedience to God and His Kingdom, as Jesus did on His Cross, may be the highest and purest form of faith. Idols, on the other hand, will NEVER promote embracing physical death and, inadvertently, self-identify as idols because they don't. 

Everything said here disrupts all the religious nonsense we have come to believe about the Bible and our lives. God wants to be powerful in our life AND in our death (whenever that might come). But our self-preservation interests make us firmly attached to the idols that promote such. To say "it isn't true..." is just wishful thinking. If we take the Bible for what it actually says as opposed to what we want it to say (religion, theology), we KNOW what is said here is correct.

As long as we selfishly persist (assisted by idols) to preserve our own lives, we will only see the power of man and never the power of God. We will, in no way, be a blessing to the nations of the world until we operate in the power of God. The power of man ends at physical death, The power of God is just beginning at physical death... 

Indeed, where is God's power today?

Father, oh, help me to be a blessing to the nations! I can only resolve to give up my own way, take up my cross, and follow Jesus to do so. Anything else is idolatry. May Your Word prevail in truth, righteousness and justice - in Your power - wherever it is spoken or read. So be it.

What's In A Name?

He built pagan altars in the Temple of the LORD, the place where the LORD had said, “My name will remain in Jerusalem forever.” [2 Kings 21.4 bold added] 

The verse above is about Manasseh, son of Hezekiah, king of Judah.

For the purpose of this article, another verse should be included here:

Manasseh even made a carved image of Asherah and set it up in the Temple, the very place where the LORD had told David and his son Solomon: “My name will be honored forever in this Temple and in Jerusalem—the city I have chosen from among all the tribes of Israel. [2 Kings 21.7 bold added]

2 Kings 21.4 and 2 Kings 21.7 mention God's name. In the context of these two passages, God's name stands in particular contrast to idolatry. Idolatry is a direct affront to the name of the LORD.

As the Word of God is timeless in its relevance to humanity, we should understand how God's name and idolatry are in contrast to one another even today. But first, we should understand that Jesus, even though we have no record of Him ever using the word "idol," unmistakably taught us, through the Model Prayer (aka The Lord's Prayer) the importance of God's name:

Pray like this: Our Father in heaven, may your name be kept holy. [Matthew 6.9 bold added]

Why, do you suppose, the first item of the prayer Jesus taught was that we should keep God's name holy? The significance is most profoundly explained in the first three of the Ten Commandments:

“I am the LORD your God, who rescued you from the land of Egypt, the place of your slavery. “You must not have any other god but me. “You must not make for yourself an idol of any kind or an image of anything in the heavens or on the earth or in the sea. You must not bow down to them or worship them, for I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God who will not tolerate your affection for any other gods. I lay the sins of the parents upon their children; the entire family is affected—even children in the third and fourth generations of those who reject me. But I lavish unfailing love for a thousand generations on those who love me and obey my commands. “You must not misuse the name of the LORD your God. The LORD will not let you go unpunished if you misuse his name. [Exodus 20.2-7 bold added]

What should be recognized in all the passages of Scripture noted herein is the word, "name."

God's name is to be distinctly revered and kept separate from idols. The Old Testament taught this truth and Jesus also taught it for New Testament believers.

However, New Testament "believers," just like Manasseh have intermingled God's name with idols in their worship of Him. This is on blatant display every time a "believer" says, "God (by name) uses finance, insurance, medicine, or technology (all idols by definition of being man-made and having many various names)."

Today's One Year Chronological Bible reading further confirms the glaring offense of mingling God's name with idols in Jeremiah's writing:

Listen to the word of the LORD, people of Jacob—all you families of Israel! This is what the LORD says: “What did your ancestors find wrong with me that led them to stray so far from me? They worshiped worthless idols, only to become worthless themselves. They did not ask, ‘Where is the LORD who brought us safely out of Egypt and led us through the barren wilderness—a land of deserts and pits, a land of drought and death, where no one lives or even travels?’ “And when I brought you into a fruitful land to enjoy its bounty and goodness, you defiled my land and corrupted the possession I had promised you. The priests did not ask, ‘Where is the LORD?’ Those who taught my word ignored me, the rulers turned against me, and the prophets spoke in the name of Baal, wasting their time on worthless idols. Therefore, I will bring my case against you,” says the LORD. “I will even bring charges against your children’s children in the years to come. [Jeremiah 2.4-9 bold added]

We might as easily ask ourselves, "What do we find wrong with God that leads us to finance, insurance, medicine and technology?" Likewise, we do not ask, "Where is the LORD, the miracle-working God of the Bible?" Instead, we ignore God's Word and turn to the named idols of man's making: finance, insurance, medicine and technology leaving us hopelessly damned to curses (God's charges against us) for our unbelief. And still we wonder why the Church today is so overwhelmingly powerless!

It should be understood here that Jesus' atoning work ONLY applies to those who believe in Him calling upon His name. Just as Jesus taught us to pray, we must keep the name of God AND therefore the name of His Son holy. Faith in God through Jesus Christ allows no mingling of His name with the name of any idol (here is a good place to reflect on all the various names of man's industries of finance, insurance, medicine and technology).

While it is humanly argued that finance, insurance, medicine and technology are not "idols," the Bible teaches otherwise. But, if people don't know the Bible, they simply join the masses in gross idolatry. 

Idols are the way of man without God. Unironically, Jesus addressed the way of man:

If any of you wants to be my follower, you must give up your own way, take up your cross, and follow me. [Matthew 16.24 (also, Mark 8.34 & Luke 9.23)]

The way of man, with all its named idols, is an affront to the name of the LORD. To insist upon retaining the way of man is to reject Jesus Christ.

The Bible leads us to ask, "What's in a name?"

Father in heaven, help us to review our lives for named idols. Help us then to give them up, take up our cross, and follow Jesus. So be it.

Who Should I Believe?

For since the world began, no ear has heard and no eye has seen a God like you, who works for those who wait for him! [Isaiah 64.4] 

Five years ago today, I wrote the article Wait For God (God Alone). In that article, I was transparent about a physical infirmity in my body for which I had committed to trust God alone to heal. The physical infirmity I referred to is a chronically stiff and painful neck. 

Since writing the abovementioned 2021 article, my neck has become even less moveable and more painful - I am effectively disabled as far as being able to turn my head in normal movement. I am in great pain even as I write this article today. I am in a deep struggle not to feel sorry for myself. 

I want so much to lash out at someone or something. I am constantly fighting off thoughts that the Bible is a lie and that God doesn't give a rat's ass about my condition even though everything I read in the Bible says otherwise. Yes, I have struggled with all manner of sin, unforgiveness, selfishness, lust, hate, and pride - but I persist to confess my faithlessness to God in repentance taking hope that He is indeed merciful and gracious and has given Jesus on my behalf. I have purposefully tried to focus on praying and interceding for others, trusting that God knows my own condition and wills me well.

By insisting that I will trust God alone as my Healer, I have "put off" many a sincere well-wisher who has encouraged me instead that 'God uses medicine' and that I should "see a doctor." However, if the Bible suggests that God indeed uses anything else, my eyes are completely blind to it. All I can see is that God wants my undivided trust in Him alone. I have been as jealous to defend His name in that regard as much as the Bible says He is jealous for my undivided faith. And yet, my disability worsens.

I feel alone, but the Bible says God is with me. I feel like a fool, but the Bible says God seeks those who trust Him alone. I feel more incapacitated daily, but the Bible says I am an overcomer. I feel unworthy and dirty, but the Bible says I am forgiven.

Am I indeed a fool to keep waiting on God? The Bible says I am not... The alternative is to do something for myself...

Who should I believe? I will believe in God through His Son, Jesus Christ. My help comes from Him.

Father in heaven, as Jesus hung naked on the Cross on my behalf, I bare myself before You today on my own cross - I am vulnerable and have nothing to hide. I just want to wait for You. I want Your Word to be proven true in my life. I want Your Word to be proven true in my death. I want Your Word to be proven true in my resurrection. I just want You. Be glorified in me. So be it.

Religious Pretense - Powerless Actuality

“Shout with the voice of a trumpet blast. Shout aloud! Don’t be timid. Tell my people Israel of their sins! [Isaiah 58.1]

What the rest of Isaiah 58 describes are the selfish and therefore powerless conditions of those who are "His people" who are "religious" in pretense, but are, in actuality, powerless.

When God's people are immersed in sin, He doesn't send comforters to softly soothe their ears with words of gentle encouragement. Instead, He makes a big and loud deal of it calling them out on their sin.

If however, God's people turn from their selfish deception, there is an easily-identifiable, quantifiable, and qualifiable promise attached:

“Then your salvation will come like the dawn, and your wounds will quickly heal. Your godliness will lead you forward, and the glory of the LORD will protect you from behind. Then when you call, the LORD will answer. ‘Yes, I am here,’ he will quickly reply. [Isaiah 58.8-9]

Father, may Your spokesmen clearly declare Your call to repentance in the earth today and may Your people hear and turn from their powerless ways. May then Your glorious power manifest in Your people. So be it.