Who among you fears the LORD and obeys his servant? If you are walking in darkness, without a ray of light, trust in the LORD and rely on your God. But watch out, you who live in your own light and warm yourselves by your own fires. This is the reward you will receive from me: You will soon fall down in great torment. [Isaiah 50.10-11]
What does it mean to "live in your own light and warm yourselves by your own fire"? It actually sounds like something a modern life-coach might tell us to do. To best answer this question though, me might make a contrasting statement of what it is not! Obedience to God is living in His light and being warmed by His fire.
Living in God's light is living by His Word. Human reason, in this case, is the opposite of God's Word. Man's knowledge and wisdom have, through the years, increased exponentially but, at their very best, are still only darkness. Living in God's light is living in the fear of the LORD, obeying only Him regardless how circumstances might look.
In contrast, Adam and Eve (in Genesis 3), at Satan's suggestion, 'lived in their own light' (instead of God's) - they utilized their own reason (knowledge and wisdom) believing that they knew better than God about what they needed. He told them to stay away from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, but they reasoned that they wanted and needed it anyway. And so, they ate - they disobeyed God because they "thought" they knew better. 'Living in their own light' was, in fact, disobedience to God.
Not ironically, Adam and Eve also 'warmed themselves by their own fire' after 'living in their own light': They sewed fig leaves together for themselves to cover their nakedness. As soon as anyone begins to live in their own light, thinking they know more than God, they are compelled to immediately set out to take care of (provide for) themselves. 'Warming ourselves by our own fire' is doing for ourselves what God said He would do.
Can we identify with 'warming ourselves by our own fire' and 'living in our own light' today? We can, but only if we know and accept God's Word for what it says...
Where do we start? The Ten Commandments! The first two commandments deal specifically with 'living in our own light' and 'warming by our own fire.'
God said:
“I am the LORD your God, who rescued you from the land of Egypt, the place of your slavery. “You must not have any other god but me. [Exodus 20.2-3]
There is no possible way to 'walk in God's light' unless the 1st Commandment is given priority over every thought of our own. The phrase "God, who rescued you from the land of Egypt" is God's way of reminding His people of His single-handed provision for everything they needed. In the context of 'rescuing His people from Egypt,' God met their every need both during and after their exodus from there. God's provision for Israel is a long list of remarkable miracles attributable only to God and His power. In this way, being in 'God's light' leaves no need for our own light.
It is almost as if God knew exactly what man's tendency to 'live in his own light' would lead to...
“You must not make for yourself an idol of any kind or an image of anything in the heavens or on the earth or in the sea. You must not bow down to them or worship them, for I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God who will not tolerate your affection for any other gods. I lay the sins of the parents upon their children; the entire family is affected—even children in the third and fourth generations of those who reject me. But I lavish unfailing love for a thousand generations on those who love me and obey my commands. [Exodus 20.4-6]
'Living in our own light' ALWAYS leads to 'building our own fire.' Every idol of man is a 'fire he built for himself.'
It MUST be understood here that "bow down to" and "worship them" IS the equivalency of making idols. To make an idol is to bow down to it and worship it. Bowing down and worshiping is, in fact, receiving the benefit of the idol - receiving 'warmth from the fire.'
If we think about man's modern industries of finance, insurance, medicine and technology, it only takes a moment to understand the undeniable truth that these are all 'fires man made for himself.' If we look long enough, we might also conclude that the modern institutional church is also a 'fire man made for himself.' As man receives benefits from these industries of his own making, he is effectively and conclusively bowing down to and worshiping them.
The tendency of anyone 'warming himself by his own fire' is to defend his actions. So brilliant are the Ten Commandments that God gave a preemptive rebuttal to man's proud defense that "God gave the ability to man to build his own fire." That rebuttal is the 3rd Commandment:
“You must not misuse the name of the LORD your God. The LORD will not let you go unpunished if you misuse his name. [Exodus 20.7]
Any true student of the Bible will concur that idolatry is a (if not "the") repetitive theme in the Bible. This fact proves the continuity of the entire Bible in the message of Jesus that is also found from cover to cover as the solution to man's repeated idolatry (manifested in all manner of sin). In perfect synchronization with the Bible's repeated identifications and warnings against idolatry, Jesus provided and declared the "simple" solution:
If any of you wants to be my follower, you must give up your own way, take up your cross, and follow me. [Matthew 16.24 (also, Mark 8.34 & Luke 9.23)]
To 'give up your own way' can mean nothing less than NOT living in our own light and NOT warming ourselves by our own fires. To 'take up your cross' can mean nothing less than that death cannot deter us from living ONLY in God's light and ONLY warming ourselves by His fire. Simple? Yes. Easy? No.
People today are nothing if they are not well-exercised in living in their own light and warming by their own fire. But, that has to change... Isaiah reveals that the end of that is great torment.
Father, in heaven, Your Word is amazing because You are amazing. I want to live by Your light!. I want to warm by Your fire! I want to give up my own way, take up my cross, and follow Jesus. So be it.